Currently Listening The Illusion of Safety By Thrice see related

hey hey everybody!  im doing ok...ive gotta get ready for practice in a bit.  so how are you guys?  let me know.  havent been up to much...hmmm...im looking for the exies cd. if anyone has it id love a copy.  im always willing to burn something in return.  i started a group on myspace.  its called "girl pants are for girls".  go check it out if you have myspace.  anyway...i guess ill add another poem... here goes:

Do you like the way i write?

The letters blended onto a page?

The flow of ideas and words,

Working all as one?

Do you take heart in my poetry?

Listen to the magic it creates?

Follow the ambitions it forms

in your ever-moved soul?

Does my message come across pure?

Or do i appear to be just an abolition?

My life has it all...

I can create good or evil.

I'm not able to fix your problems,

but I will help guide you.

Im no miracle worker; just a man.

Rhetoric can not raise the dead...

leave comments guys...ill be around...bye for now

con amor,

austin

Currently Listening The Sickness By Disturbed see related

howdy howdy...happy halloween everybody. guess what?  i have soccer practice from 7:30 to 9:00 tonight!  haha!  i dont even get to scare the little kids!  so that sucks...by the way, i made a new layout on my xanga here.  even if you dont ever look at my page...COME LOOK NOW!  and then those of you who comment...tell me what you think.  so how is everyone?  good?...bad?...dont know?  im fine i suppose.  i went to the 180 church youth group last night and i have one thing to say.  stay pure everybody!  haha!  oh boy, the best of seal comes out on the 9th.  i am gonna buy that!  yep...seal rocks.  anyway, i have yet another poem for you people.  here goes:

There will be one day.

A day where all color

slowly fades to grey.

A day where we realize

The beauty we took for granted.

How does everyone have a match,

When we are all so unique?

Don't some of us love more

The qualities of our mate?

Why isn't it equal?

Maybe we aren't all equal.

To be so different

Would surely average out.

If we were so equal,

Why can't I rule America?

Too many things unanswered.

Too many ideas unacknowledged.

How do we live so unaware?

I do believe it is true...

Ignorance is the beauty of the world.

how bout it folks?  good?...bad?...dont know?  well im goin fer now...leave plenty of comments.  buh bye

con amor,

austin 

lol...so apparently no one could enter my site?  well thank you HOWIE for letting me know...not that anyone else cared.  so, try it now allison...lemme know if it still messes up.

austin

Currently Listening Identity Crisis By Thrice see related

hey everybody, i havent been making posts often anymore. ill try to fix that.  i went to howie's party last night.  it was cool, i ended up jumping the bonfire.  anyway, im not completely pissed right now...can you believe it?  i also had my first soccer game of the season yesterday.  i play with the U-19 big boys, lol.  im the youngest in the league but i can definitely keep up.  we played at new tampa but ended up losing 2-1.  we came in a man down and then lost one for a red card.  it wasnt a good one for us.  well...i have a new poem to add.   here it goes:

I know what lies beneath.

Soon it shall rise and reign.

It will feed on us all,

Take what we need most and devour faith.

How do you know who to trust?

The monster thrives in all.

It controls the luring of others,

It takes in all love and hope.

I live on in this world of shame.

I am here to avenge those hurt.

I don't stand for the lies.

Deception is my worst fear.

So for all you uncertainties,

I am here to help you carry on.

I know how to kill the beast

That holds you back in your lives.

Just call out my name and I'll be there.

I live to cure the world of misleaders.

I will help everyone, here and all.

Step in line....Do you trust me?

let me know what you think guys.  ill try and keep them coming.  so ill see everyone tuesday; maybe some lucky ones before then, ey?  lol cya round

con amor,

austin 

Currently Listening Vheissu By Thrice see related

why do i always make a blog when im pissed, huh?  well anyway...im pissed, yea!  ive been sitting around at night writng poetry (some of you know already)  but ive got one here that nobody has read yet...so ill put it in:

To slay the demon that plagues my mind,

To slaughter all that remains.

I lay here crumpled and desolate,

I shed nothing more than blood.

The light shines down over my limp body,

Darkness enshrouds all but this holy circle.

I start to lift into the clouds above

Where I shall forever remain in my remorse.

If all could be redone, one more shot given,

I would fight back against the monster

Who haunted all my days on Earth.

And it would not prevail; I would triumph.

But that is not how death works, as it is over.

My life has ended and the beast lives on

To harm yet more of the men it knows will fall.

Hopefully, just one of them could win, and cure us all...

so...yes it is dark again...but dont worry!  i wrote one, like i promised, that is actually happy.  yes...happy!  so prepare, O worthy ones, for tuesday.  ill be there in a form of a 5 foot 9 beast with no hair! ...ask allison...  ill leave it at this guys:  if you dont think im a badass yet, see me tomorrow.  over and out.

austin